It's purgatory this, seriously. No symptoms at 9 dpo, which I suppose is also 9 dpiui, except headaches and queasiness from the progesterone supplements. Damn. Then shivers on and off and a few other things I've experienced (you don't want to know) around the same time when it's failed before. Damn again. Then today, double queasiness and some pokey and stretching feelings in my lower abdomen. Maybe...
This truly is rubbish and I have to say I don't hold out much hope this time - I don't feel pregnant. I feel pissed off is what I feel. 3 big, happy follicles and perfectly timed insemination and still no joy. How can this be when I got pregnant on one follicle and not so great timing a few months ago? Well, every month counts at my age, so I guess there may have been 3 big follicles, but there were also 3 dud eggs. Or maybe I'm fertilising and there's just too much scarring and irregularity in my endometrium so there's no implanting going on.
Grim, grim, grim. One basket case signing off till Friday.
Copenhagen January 2011
A cold November in Copenhagen...
